The 27th Year

Picture it , Waukegan, 1985, a beautiful young peasant boy was  born. As I reflect over this 27th year i can not help but to think about the roller coaster that that it was. My birthday nearly coincides with the end of the year. I get to turn over a new year of life and a calendar year in about a month's time.

I have obtained through hard work  and perseverance the job that a truly wanted and a master's degree. I held out working at some places that I would rather not have worked and places that provides me with knowledge and were if great comfort during one of the lows of the year.  I witness to several of my friends joining in marriage. They began a new chapter of their lives as husband & wife. I witnessed the overwhelming joy of the United States  Supreme Court's decision to strike down pieces of the Defense of Marriage Act Allowing for same sex marriage to be federally recognized also to see the 14th state allow same sex marriage which meant that one third of the   population lives in address where same sex couples can be legally wed.

I met some new friends that helping to start movements to change the quality of life for people in Wisconsin.
I have experienced the loss of a parent. My father Leonard Spicer Sr. was only 45 years old when he delayed from earth and I am wondered what I will do yo help keep my driving in contact with either through the grieving process. Thought the next year's as some of the milestones odd life occurred in m my siblings lives. I will try my best to be there.  Help where I  can and provide comfort and strength.

 have seen the loss of friends not through physical death   but through relationship death and revelations  that certain people can not be in life as they are to toxic abs simply do not understand the complexities that are not reasons to get rid of friends.   I know that soon I would have been part of the public shaming before been cast away.

I hope that year 28 will be better than test 27.  I really do wish that my wish that I made at 11: 11 on 12/31/12 happens. The fates, God have two months.  I hope for more clarity and peace this year.   I hope for health and love for the world and  that somethings get better. I hope to have made a difference in lives of friends or someone that I maybe was not aware of in the 27th year and that      28th    well be even more productive and purposeful.

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